2 weeks.

so after two weeks i came home.
i hate it.
i hate everything about this place.
i dont want to be here anymore.
i just keep telling myself, only a few more months.
but i will be amazed if i make it until july.
i hated living alone before the incident.
and i hate it even more now.
not that im scared that he will come back again.
but that anyone will.
i just hate it.
i dont want to be here.

All ya need is love :)

so this week i have been staying with smb as she was house sitting...we have good times playing with the kitchen utensils...i promise we really do love each other and will be roommates one day!!! just some fun times :) I clearly have the most AMAZING friends ever!!! It's times like these that i will always remember :)


life has been going GREAT!!! Work has been iffy...but really when is it not?? Everything is great though!! God has been working in my life in so many ways!!! And I know it's probably in more ways than what even i know!
I'm really excited for this week and getting back into the swing of things with bible study and such. I get to go to rhythm, bible study, AND church this week!!! That's 3 amazing times i get to go worship God with other people!!! YAY!!!!! Speaking of which...i think im going to go spend some time with Him...we need to have a convo :)

i couldn't be happier right now!
life couldn't be more amazing!
God is so so good :) so so awesome :)

i am so excited for what He's doing in my life and the lives of those around me!!!

:)

ok so i completely have to amend what i said last night.

i said that i wasn't ok.

that's a lie.

i am ok.
im skiddish around people.
but that doesnt make me not ok.
my heart needs time to heal.
but i am doing just fine :)

i am so excited about this weekend and about everything.
maybe even getting some sleep tonight!!!!
:)

Things that make me :)

so i've been playing around with this feature on picasa that automatically adds my
pictures into my blogger...so while i was on this little kick i thought i would share some pics of things that i love/things that always make me smile...just a little reminder that, the sun will come out tomorrow :)

this is oscar...he's the coolest dog EVER!! i've had him since i was a kid, he's pretty old, but still amazing!!! :)

i took this from a friend's porch in bedford county last year. it's just a neat picture. and it

makes me smile :)

this is my nephew. and i LOVE this kid to death...i don't get to spend a lot of time with him...but there's just something about him that makes me smile...i mean i just can't help it! but really look at him!!! how could you not smile?!?!

and lastly...this is my friend shanna's picture...but i love it. i love roanoke

this is my home, and i really don't plan on going anywhere...for now anyway...if God tells me to..i'll go...but i really do love this place.

Only because i can't sleep....

Crazy Monkeys...

I'm not ok.
I will be ok.
Not today,
Maybe not even tomorrow.
But I will be ok.
:)

I have amazing family.
I have amazing friends.
I have amazing friends that are like my family.
But most important is I have an awesome God.
And HE has a plan for this, and for me.

k. thanks. Good night.
well...not really...im going to eat my peppermint cake :)
(my friends really do love me!!!!)

I am Free

A pretty amazing friend of mine called this morning to leave this song on my voicemail. It made me smile...maybe it will you to. :)

Through You the blind will see
Through You the mute will sing
Through You the dead will rise
Through You all hearts will praise
Through You the darkness flees
Through You my heart screams, I am free!

I am free to run
(I am free to run)
I am free to dance
(I am free to dance)
I am free to live for you
(I am free to live for you)
I am free
(I am free)

Chorus:
I am free
I am free
I am free to run
(I am free to run)
I am free to dance
(I am free to dance)
I am free to live for you
(I am free to live for you
I am free
(I am free)
Yes I am free