Stress

Anyone who knows me, knows i stress like no other.
well i keep sitting here seeing everything i have to do over the next few weeks, trying to figure out how im going to fit school into my already hectic schedule...funny thing is all i can do is laugh. i know i didnt get here on my own. I've said that all along and i still stand beside that tonight. I know the only way that i will get through this semester is to rely on God and trust that He does have a plan for all of this...with that said, i know this does not give me any excuses to slack off...if not i know i need to work harder so i can bring glory to God, as i get this degree, at this school, all of which He called me to do. Trust me, liberty was NEVER on my list of schools. I still find it slightly amusing, and stand firmly to the idea that God has a very funny sense of humor :)
I have to write a paper about the exact moment i became a christian, how i felt before, how i felt after...this is going to be hard....there's not a specific moment that i can say this exact moment was when it happened. it took time. But is that what they want? i think more than anything im going to start second guessing myself. I know this is where God wants me, i just still struggle with WHY ME?!?!?
ahh...i need sleep. i think.