ahh so this past week has been mucho fun for me.

last saturday i went with smb to the tackett house and had dinner...it was very very good.
sunday i worked and then took the mom grandma and aunt out to alejandros for dinner...was really really good.
monday i babysat ty, who was a tad bit hyper but was fun!! we went to chuck e cheese, then left early and stopped by bratchers and she got some sugar free sorbet and i talked to JM who happened to be there with the boys, that was fun as well because Ty got to play with them. I talked to Trent and Derek for a bit, took Ty home, then went back and got some ice cream. Ant came and met me there then we went back to her house and watched some tv.
Tuesday i hung out with dexter then went with shanna to anne's and met her and her family. then shanna and i had dinner.
wednesday...i started to feel really really bad on wednesday and was having a lot of pain. so i slept all night.
thursday i didnt feel too great when i went to work, but i did anyway. i attempted to eat a wrap but my stomach just wasn't feeling it. so i ended up only eating like a quarter of it. well needless to say i didnt eat anything else that day. on the way to rhythm i started feeling really sick and just figured it was becasue i hadnt ate. i ate a few things but nothing was seeming to agree with me.by the time i went to bed my stomach felt HORRIBLE. but i wasn't having the severe pain that i was having the day before.
friday i woke up and some how managed to get myself to work. i only stayed there an hour and a half. i went home and went to sleep. i even made myself a doctors apt...which for me is a big deal because i hate going to the doc and that's usually my last resort. if i can find a way to take care of something on my own, then i will usually go about it that way.
so i get up to go to the doc, and realize there is no way i am going to be able to drive myself. deb deb came and picked me up. so i go in and i have the same lady that i had when i had the cyst in my belly button. well she kept doing the oddest things...she was pecking my stomach with her knuckle around and around in circles. then she started pressing around and there were two spots that i said hurt. so she started pressing them both continuously saying so this hurts, yes, so this hurts, yes....apparently once she started pressing really hard i almost kicked her...i dont remember, it's just what i was told. then we go for a blood test. everything came up normal. which is a good thing. just now they are not 100% sure what it is. i asked if i could still go to nd...and they said as long as i wasn't throwing up.
so now...that leaves me with tomorrow. i have to go at 9am and have an ultrasound done on my gall bladder.
i really dont want to miss this mission trip. i know that God is going to be doing big things in new orleans and north dakota, and i dont want to miss out. i signed up for this trip becasuse i felt God telling me to go to nd. i didnt even know anyone else was going. then once i found out shanna was i was even more excited. but now, it just seems as if it is all going away. i just want everything to work out tomorrow....